Here we are in the second week of July. Can you believe it? I can't. June seemed to fly by, and I had so many intentions to do more. Life threw me a curve ball and I'm still trying to pick up the pieces. Losing someone you love is a mind boggling and heart wrenching experience. There are all the "what ifs" and "regrets" I have to deal with on a daily basis. I miss her everyday. She was my rock, my constant in life. Someone who loved me, faults and all. She took care of me. Made me breakfast, packed my lunch, came to all my ball games, and lifted me up with her pride in me. She made me feel special and most importantly, loved.

I truly believe we are here in this world to learn. We have our daily lessons, but then we have the hard lessons that we can only learn through trials. I am not a super religious type. I honestly have struggled with my testimony in the last couple of years. I think losing her has forced me to look at myself and find what I really believe in. Through this trial I have learned:
1. There is a loving Heavenly Father who cares about me.
2. There is a heaven or after life.
3. I have to choose to believe. If I choose this, then faith will follow.
4. Money isn't important. It is our family that we must always put first.
5. We are here to make memories with the people we love. Don't pass that up and make excuses.
6. Always say "I love you", it may be the last time.
7. Write in your journal, or write a personal history. Your children and grandchildren will cherish that piece of you.
I actually didn't intend on writing this. Sorry for being so personal.
Now onto the cake part of this post. (Not that one has to do with the other. It's just my usual randomness. It is just a sign that life moves on.) My cousin had a wedding (ring ceremony) last weekend and I had the opportunity to make her wedding cake. This is my fifth (I think) wedding cake and by far my tastiest. I haven't done one for awhile and forgot how much I enjoyed doing wedding cakes. My sister and I would actually love to start a bakery at one point. *sigh* Maybe someday. This is a White Almond Cake with Chocolate Cheesecake Mousse Filling. It is frosted in Buttercream. Flowers were done by Daisy Hollow in Idaho.
I hope everyone is having an awesome summer. Now that the sun has decided to shine, eh? :)